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Hi, I just wanted to know how are you
Hellooo im doing so-so
Currently grinding on commissions cuz i have bills to pay.....
#thanks for asking btw#tbh things here arent too great but oh well#im still alive 👍#i'll get back to the usual tmnt stuff and answering my inboxes after things are settled#which is hopefully soon lmao
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sometimes you gotta lure your overly-studious ravenclaw gf into spending time with you 🥰 📚 ( from 'Every Teardrop is a Waterfall' by Kat_12739 on ao3, GO READ IT!!! the first story is about seb falling sick and still pushing himself/not admitting he's sick until he ends up in the hospital, the second story is about the birth of seb and clora's daughter and seb's reaction to clora almost dying in childbirth, and the third is about dealing with a fussy newborn lewis😭🥹THEY'RE SO GOOD AND SWEET AND SOMEWHAT SAD (not to mention beautifully written) so go check it out!!💖💖 )
#READ SO I CAN YAP TO SOMEONE ABOUT THEM🙏😩💘#the seb sickfic made me realize how much i needed barely functioning and sick seb (but him still trying to be tough)#theres also a part that cracked me up bc at one point seb is so sick he cant even see straight but he just thinks to himself:#eh its fine.... ill just ask ominis how HE functions without vision later🤷 LMFAO#so stubborn...JUST LET CLORA TAKE CARE OF YOU MFER🤺🤺🤺#defs gonna be drawing more from it especially sick seb LMAO but also seb having a tea party with celeste🥹🥹#hogwarts legacy#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow x oc#sebastian sallow x mc#sebastian x mc#hogwarts legacy fanfiction#sebastian sallow fanfiction#hphl#choccyart#also i was never planning on writing anything about clora giving birth or abt the kids so to be able to read it WAS AMAZING#THERES A PART WHERE SEB IS HOLDING CELESTE AND CRYING AT CLORAS BEDSIDE THAT I NEED TO DRAW😭😭#LIKE SRSLY seb being conflicted and not even wanting to HOLD celeste bc he doesnt know if clora is alive or not... IT WAS SO SAD BUT GOOD#i honestly dont know what seb would do if clora died in childbirth tbh.......i could honestly see him resenting celeste#esp since she looks so much like clora😭😭#LETS JUST NOT THINK ABOUT IT!😃👍#(still thinking about it)#like this line in the fic: “Sebastian hesitated; if this was Clora’s last gift to him he wasn’t sure he wanted it.”#😭😭😭ITS SO GOOD UGHHHHH😭 TY AGAIN FOR WRITING THESE💖IM SO TOUCHEDDD💖💖
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What if sporelings!mumbo is a vampire?
So they known each other for a long time bc theyre both immortal
And the reason mother hates him is bc one day he wants to go somewhere and promised mother he will be back in a while and then he just. Doesnt
After like idk a long time probably, they just forgot about eachother's existence until mumbo accidentaly came back.
Like he heard about scar needin some redstoner to find some mycelium tunels by blowing up the undergronds so he signed up. After lots of exploding, he exploded into one that mother and a few of his sporelings were chillin and mother saw his face and all of a sudden memories flooded back and she was like,
"It's You."
And mumbo who also got flashback and is now scared for his life was like,
"I-it's you.."
#also hello#im sorta back 😃👍#sporelings au#schools been kicking my ass#BUT IM STILL ALIVE#AND PROBABLY WELL
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i have never been more stressed watching a Pearl life series season dear god
#i have stuff to say but they’re not??? very positive??? so hiding them behind the spoiler tags#life series spoilers#wild life spoilers#mcyt#ok. uh. funny session ig? i dont have that much to comment on after Pearl and Gem povs narrative/character wise#since its pretty much. the same#but like mechanic wise??? i did not expect the wild cards to be so deadly for like these early sessions#there is. so much going on. the Gem pov is still kinda chill so. go girl thats my unbothered queen#uhhh im kinda indifferent on the snails. like yeah theyre just supposed to be a funny dumb gag but god did it make this ep stressful#there is no break they just have to run around constantly. SL Pearl ep vibes where she keeps trying to build her base but the secret task k#keeps getting in her way#Pearl. girl please. i need you to stay alive. girl please#and also Jimmy and Scar. havent gotten to a bamboozlers pov yet but please. dont be out next session#anyway. moonrot 👍
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#im still alive yeuh👍#heres some doodles ig#cod ghosts#call of duty ghosts#david hesh walker#cod Hesh#cod hesh#hesh cod ghosts#cod david walker#david walker#hesh walker#cod riley#riley cod#riley cod ghosts
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Some au doodles uhmmmm yeah I made another new au I'm at 11 omori AUs...
#omori au#omori kel#kel omori#basil omori#omori basil#THESE DOODLES ARE RUSHED THEY LOOK SO BAD HELP ME.#feel free to ask what the flip these aus are 👍👍👍#can you tell im going crazy#sporemori basil is so silly like yes king go invent a whole profession at 16!!! go make medicine from a bunch of weeds!!#loopspace au was literally made yesterday and its already more fleshed out than Kanpekikel and Wasurerumori which are both months older#euhh............ guh.... ow.#i accidentally came out to my mom and she still uses she/her pronouns for me???? im cooked!??? (she flat out said she ain't accepting that)#am i a fire and ice kel kinnie.#yeah i am.#ODNS/Omori did not succumb (I said ODSN wh...) is basically after bad ending but Sunny is a ghost and everyone sees him#Rwmori is just omori characters as existing slugcats (also another kel trans au foxett stop making kel transmasc challenge impossible K#headspaced is the videogame thing au thing. uh#I STILL LOVE SPOREMORI SO MUCH THIS AU IS SO SILLY.#sunny au doodle page coming eventually i promise.#and the other characters maybe. Mari's would just be 10 graves and a traumatized Headspaced! rw mari...#oh and Kanpekikel ig. i forgot she survives in that one. unless i decide that she gets the treat of dying again.#oh and technically 2010/007 AU mari is alive but shes probably a Minecraft speedrunner /neg#mari dies in like all my aus what the flip.#anyways!!! uh yeah
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Just got here. Tf is happening?
#strawbebies??#halo my love are you okay??#everyone clap i spent the last 4 hours totally offline 👍 <- was playing sims#(game is going well in case you're wondering)#(yes i am still building jorgen and mona's house. it took me a while to get everything exactly right)#(we are decorating now FINALLY)#it's been 4 days yes i know. listen. i take this seriously#no they are not my active family. they are simply my Sims's besties#yes im aware i will spend very little time inside their house. so what. i want my friends to have pretty and luxurious homes#the helvigs are living GOOD. got them a little inside pool and all#because why not#it pains me to make it all celebrity white minimalism but i gotta stay true to them.#the Scandinavian architecture does make it a lot better. nice warm wood accents and floors to make it less sterile#still. i gave them the most obnoxious wood centre table for the main living room and put exactly one (1) single flower there#i don't mind minimalism but this is too much uhg. i hate how vogue catalog this is turning out#ngl i am very seriously considering getting a minor only degree in interior design. like. I'm halfway there already#ANYWAYS. how is everyone? all we are alive still? facing the horrors? being brave?
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Avi have you seen the last hnk chapter? Got me starting at the wall at 7:00
I JUST READ IT!!! I've been putting off reading it after 100 and I just binged it and
I completely forgot abt the manga ngl, thx for reminding me walp
#ask#walp#like...i'm happy for phos bc they're finally with a group of people(or rocks ig) who want to be their friend and don't expect anything in#return or have ulterior motives but#phos...#they really ship of theseus'd my guy and he still made it...but like???#I FEEL SO CONFLICTED#ON ONE HAND: Phos is alive and thriving 👍#ON THE OTHER HAND: Phos fucking DIED#smt smt philosophy about soul fragments smt smt smt despite everything it's still you or smt#and the fact that they keep breaking down into smaller pieces but this time no one tells them that it's a bad thing instead that#it's just the way they are and that's ok AND IM NOT NORMAL#AND THE WHOLE THING WITH THE FLOWER UNIVERSES???#How when phos broke the tiny fragments got into the flower's gem thingies which pitapat said hosted universes of their own and how these#phos fragments in them are like comets and the innocent phos in the the grass watching the comet (WHICH IS PHOS) and#and....sob#I'm probably making zero sense lmao#I've been alternating between rolling around in my bed and typing out this mess for the past hour#hnk#hnk spoilers#hnk chapter 108#“I feel light. So so light.”#the noises I made after reading that were not human
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my study sessions consist of 60% singing along to songs, 15% of staring at the wall, 15% looking up random things or getting up to do unrelated stuff and maybe 10% actually studying and then i have the audacity to wonder why it takes me so long to finish anything
#wrote 360 words and it took me over 3 hours 👍#could i listen to songs i dont like/know that much? yes but then id just be lookimg at the lyrics instead#could i turn off the music completely? yes but i still wouldn't be able to focus plus the music is the one thing that gives me enough#will to stay alive and keep studying#anyway the introduction is now at 10% and it needs to be about 25%. but in total we have almost 30%#which still is very little i mean we still have 70% to write#but i try not to think about that#at least 15% more of it is gonna be the rest of the results#and 15% more the rest of the introduction#and then the other 40ish the discussion and conclusions#god thats a lot of words#and that's only the minimum wordcount!#do you think the image and table titles count in the word count? would be very useful if they did#I dont think they do tho#anyway at this point im just wasting time hiding in the tags of this post instead of studying#jo says stuff#university update
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i've been procrastinating on making a phone call for over 4h
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Oh yeah general updates. About Me.
Most noteworthy thing is that my therapist has to leave her company abruptly due to personal circumstances. I was gonna have an appointment today but then I got a call from the company explaining this. They offered to match me up with someone else today but I was just like. Nahhh. I don't really wanna go thru the getting to know you phase again, & I was pretty far along anyways. It does suck tho for how sudden it all was. I surprised myself with how sad I felt about it.
For nicer things. I got full points on my 2nd essay exam!!! Which is astounding considering how rushed the last part was. I was just spewing Whatever came to my head, but apparently it was still good enough for my professor. Yayyyy I am So good at bullshitting.
And also I Mostly finished furnishing my sims 2 house last night!!! I say mostly bc the last few rooms r kinda rushed and there are a bunch of empty bedrooms that will get furnished when the kids are born. But it's enough for me to move the family in and then patch the rest later. I've been working on this since THURSDAY, so I am looking forward to playing with my sims again.
#speculation nation#busy in general. idk life is life. 👍 im still alive tho#i finished my assignment i did last minute on time Hurrayyyy and yeah thats pretty much it
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what the hell .
#marsie.txt#hi. its been a second im still alive.#i had to open a google tab for this joke bc my usual browser doesnt have featured answers. appreciate it 👍
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whatever
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THIS CARD.....IS EVERYTHING TO ME. SISTERS 😭😭
#hi im still alive 👍 hoping to be able to try to come back soon i miss yall <33#‧ miscellaneous. → 「 out. 」
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i should have learnt ukrainian as a child i rlly should have it would have been cool languages are so cool
#grandma took me to ukrainian orthodox catholic church as a child but i never understood anything bc i don't speak the language#and mass was in Ukrainian of course#im not religious tho but it would be cool to understand what the fuck goes on#gotta go for easter again and I don't understand anything akdnskskks#i only understood when grandpa told me to sit down#and cyka obviously. i have cyka tattooed on my arm#and pryvit#but i don't remember the phrase for sit down#it was. not the one on google#my ukrainian family was quite rude. im sure they were telling me like “sit the fuck down bitch ass brat” but i didn't understand lmaooooo#still nostalgic tho#ANYWAYS what im saying is: you should always take the chance lo learn any language#and i had the chance and didn't take it#and now they're all dead wjdkksks#well grandma's alive and well but she's italian actually#she just had to learn some ukrainian bc of grandpa#and she came to Argentina when she was 10 and she's like 78 now so she doesnt remember much Italian either#so i only know insults 👍
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there are things abt me that i dont talk about not because im being secretive i either just forget to mention it or think no one wants to hear about it but i think it gives like important context to whats wrong with me 💖
#me when im a child of a messy divorce because my dad has crazy issues that he never got help for so he started self medicating#and dealt with addiction and got to the point of stealing money or trying to return items he never bought to walmart for a refund#and got arrested many times and eventually spent 5 years in prison which literally didnt help at all just gave him more trauma and#caused relationship issues between him and his family which left him without healthy connections and support and#then he got accused of a crime even my mom doesnt believe he did and she'd experienced horrible things from him while they were together#and so he disappeared to run from the police and hes been legally considered a missing person for many years now and it is unknown to#us or any of his family members if hes even still alive out there somewhere and ive had dreams that he comes back and#i wonder if theres something that could be done something that could help him maybe we could never truly be on good terms again but#maybe at least he could have a chance at a decent life even if its away from us#i used to sit on the couch with him and watch nascar and monster trucks when i was little#and i still have some of his nascar novelty items in my desk drawer and the pocket tool that used to be his.#the scars of his tantrums are still in our house the holes he punches in walls covered up with copy paper taped over the wall#and im sure i have the same anger issues or whatever disorders he never got properly diagnosed for because i seem to have inherited everyth#ng from him his eyes his face his hair his anger issues even his handwriting somehow#and he is why im scared of ever doing any drugs because i just know im probably genetically predisposed to addiction just like him#and i dont want that to happen to me#recently i cut my hair and i looked in the mirror and i looked just like him#when i visit my paternal grandparents and aunts and uncles i see the family photos with him hanging on the walls#and i see that large painting that used to be in our house#👍
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